I have been learning: passion, power, peace and patients. Some of these lessons began because of foolish choices that I made in which, I ignored the gift of wisdom God has given to me. What I mean by that is, I would be giving incite or see something in my spirit about a situation and would completely ignore it. I have had to deal with my self in this area but God has been working in me in so many other ways.
Patients I am learning in every part of my live. I am learning to sit back, watch, observe and operate in the gift of wisdom God has placed in my live. Passion and Power I have been learning in the spiritually sense of my live. At my old church, mearly because of its size, I always felt muted in operating in the gifts of the Holy spirit. God has been giving me my fiery passion back for all that he has in store for me, at that he speaks in his word and in walking it out in my live. Its not like I haven't been living it or walking it out. Its just that I haven't felt so passionately on fire for the Lord in a while. Because the Lord had ignited by heart again I am learning how to use the gifts he has given me in power. It has been a little scary but, the more I push myself out of my comfort zone and let Him operate through me. The more I fall deeper in love with Him in a totally knew way.
Even though this season of being uncomfortable and of learning has been very challenging. God is daily speaking peace into my life. I am learning how to truly take everything one step at a time. Its like I am looking through a veil at the masterpiece painting He has made of my life. I can see the outlines of every major thing but, in his perfect timing He is reveling the details. Despite the chaos and how overwhelmed I have been lately Gods peace has put my heart at rest. I am walking in totally submission to his will and I know for a fact that while I'm doing that, He won't ever guide me the wrong way.
Daily as I walk the blocks to get to the school of music. I go through trees dressed in colors that are hard for your mind to even imagine. Soaking in the beauty of his creation, my heart often feels like it will just burst out of joy because I serve such an incredible God. I love this song on United album Best Friend:
Ill worship at your throne
whisper my own love song
will all my heart Ill sing
To you my dad and king
Ill live all my days for you
to put a smile on your face
and when we finally meat
it'll be for eternity
And oh how wide you open up your arms
when I need you love
And how far you would come
If ever I was lost
And you said that all you feel for me
is undying love
That you showed through the cross
I worship you my God
I love you
forever I will sing
Forever I will be with you
be with you
I love that. God speaks to me through music a lot of the time. When I am soaking up his beauty in the morning. My heart says "I love you my Daddy, I love you my King!"
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